Saturday, May 07, 2011

I'm sorry friends..

I know my friends are noticing that I became 'emo' lately, and they have been talking behind my back. Yes I heard, and i admit that I have been quite moodless lately.

I have been losing appetite (I just dont feel like eating nowadays, and one meal a day is quite enough for me), been losing sleep (thanks to my irregular biological clock and those things that have been bothering my mind), I keep on daydreaming, and I lost weight too.. (I've made a bet against Sophy about that! haha) I know this is bad, especially during this last leg of final exams. As much I try to move on, the past keep on striking me back, much harder each time. I am hurt people much as I've had hurt the people I care about.


Its complicated, really.


So I'm going to make a note to myself:
  • I am gonna be fine.
  • I can do it!
  • I have to be strong in order to live in this world.

People come and go. That's the reality. And I have to face it.

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