Always;

Why do I always screw up?

Why do I always look like the bad guy?

Why do I always end up with nothing?

Why do I always end up being hurt?

Why do I always end up being unwanted?

Why do the ones I care hurt me the most?

I tried to be patient, but patience is finally catching up with me.

I know I am only a human being. small, weak, and powerless.

I am born to make mistakes. Mistakes which I shall regret forever.

But what really bothers my mind is:

Do I really deserve this?

:(

Dear you.

I have a question to ask.

Why are you being such a stranger now?

Why can't we be close friends anymore? You did promised that whatever happened, we would still be close friends.

You were the closest friend I ever had. And I wish we still are.

The man who can't be seen

Its weird, but lately its as if my biological clock had turned upside down. I sleep in the day, and stay awake at night.

And yet again this morning, I am staying up throughout the night (while doing jurisprudence tutorials!). I tried to sleep, but I cant. I dont know what is happening to me lately. I need to put an end to this soon or God knows what i'll become. :(