Probably because of a couple of sleepless nights combined with five big chapters of CPC, and one big test by Mr. Burhan. I guess I did okay just now, but as usual I knew I could do better. Ending the day with a big bowl of tom yam does eliminate all the stress throughout the day.
The colours of stress, and life.In my final year of law school, everything seems to get tougher than before. Assignment topics that you don’t understand, and lecturers you can't stand. Well, the good news is in less than a year's time, I will be far far away from here for good. No more sights involving monkeys stealing food, inconsistent water supply and annoying pak guards. Sure I can't wait for that.
Let's talk about life. Lately its not been sailing very smoothly but I guess it can't be any better than this. I have good friends all around me, near and far, and spending quality moments with family members makes me feel that I am still blessed. Knowing that my lil' bro is slowly recovering (or otherwise), and seeing the smile on my mum's face would make me feel like the happiest guy in the world.
But deep down inside, am I happy? Only God knows that. I should learn to know that there's no point hoping for something that you will never ever get back. And to look at things from a different perspective.
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